hayden

16aug, is my ex bday. Sad that cant meet u toda coz of the work.. I will meet u some other day in next week to pass u the present.X)

On sat, went to take the emath stupid pre-prelim paper. It realli stupid as it makes me more stressful from sch and Study. I DUN WAN TO GO SC2H EVERYDAY. seriously, if can ar.. i will go drink everyday and try to end me life in the super happily way. I had tot of doin some stupid stuff sometime as i cant take more stress from the sch.. When i was doin the pre-prelim paper.. The paper is so hard that i have already lost ard 40/100 marks be4 i hand in the paper. do u think i can even pass the paper?? no way. And i juz getting more lazy to study all the olevel sub AND i am thinking to drop all my sub and u noe.. juz end my life in the way that it wont make any1 sad abt me.. may be juz kill all the ppl who cares abt me 1st be4 i die, so i will be the bad guy and ther was no people think abt me.X).

duno how to destress from my study and sch.. May be i do sth makes me happy. erm.......... badminton?! but all my bad-mates are preparing for olevel.... or... shd go clubbing but hm.........duno wat to do.. its better i shd nt come to singapore at the 1st place. I hate my parents brough me to here and hate ENG, hate SCH, HATE THE ART TEACHER, HATE EVERY1 IN THE WORLD WHO MADE ME SAD AND DEPRESS. #$%$%^%^& .

Tmr is my eng olevel oral. Wish me gd luck. I think even i have all the gd luck in the world, i still cant pass my eng oral , my olevel eng paper de. Thx god, i going to ITE, may be worst.. GO ST8 work aft olevel wif the score of 30+. X) . Juz wish me all the best aft MY olevel . I nid ur luck for my future, hope can have a ver smooth and good life even.