okay.. still gt 42 days to olevel. which mean i dun have much time leave. i am goin to write out my study plan for the next 40days...

here are the sub i goin to be tested on olevel
*eng
*math
*humans
*sci
*lit

before 30sep, I muz

- finish up the notes for ss , history, chem and bio.
-practise for math paper1 and nid to get abt 75% or above right in other sch prelim paper.
-read up the notes for lit paper 1 and muz prepare well for my eng paper 1

before 26oct, I muz

-well prepare for sci, human, eng and math.
-as least get 70% rite for other sch prelim paper for math and sci
-do some practise on my eng paper 2.
-read up the note for my lit paper 2.
-practise more on maths
-rmb all the kep point for human.

hahaz. not much time leave for my olevel.
i aiming for 13 or lesser for my olevel......


so this is wat i aiming for on my o's result

eng---- C6
mt-----A1
maths--A1
sci----B3
lit----A2
human-A1

total (L1R4)--> 11.

hahahz i know, u ppl will say "dream on"
but for vet course, i nid to get it !no matter wat..
hopefully my sci can get better.. god, please help mE!!!
and my eng too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok wont blog until end of olevel, getting ready to fight for A1s. X)
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food poisoned on sunday nite. vomited 3times at the nite.. and i am so sick that i sleep the whole nite at my friend's house. hhaaz psps. then next day i shit alot of times and shit until water come out.. @.@ hahaz i dun eat much on mon and tues, dun feel lky eating at all and i use most of the time on sleeping. My mother win 4d on sunday, she won a lot lor.. ard 50k. She bought me a camera and she oso tot of getting me a iphone..but i changed my mind w8 till my olevel finish. I ver happy , finally get a new camera , i no nid to use my hp to take photo. It much more better becoz i can transfer photos more easily and faster X).

toda, went to sch. myh stomach still nt ver well leh. feeling lky shiting the whole day. Eat a noodle and bread in sch, and i dun feel lky shit and vomit aft hrs passed.. It show i have been better le. hehe ^^ toda i pon lit lesson and contact time. I was suppose to have my lunch tgt wif sisters but the end accident happened.. so end up i eat wif carlo and ernest.. half way, joseph come extra. tok some rubbish wif me then we went back to class leave him alone in the canteen..

aiya, i suddenly felt my eng so "LOW CLASS" leh. hhaz poor eng= poor result. X(

i goin to lock my com aft my sep holida. CHoing for olevel.. hhehe ^^ cant w8 middle of nov. coz i can go work and earn $$ for taiwan trip/hk trip?! and i oso can flirt ard, go pub wif sisters and movies everyday. hahz jiayou. ~~

53days to olevel.........................................

To noel : i wil ask u out some day in this 2 week, dun say i ver heartless. x) make urself for movie or wat tgt.. X) hahaz.. miss u all guy in flyer. specially " wansia, judi, GUYz and linet?! "

ps i 4gt how to spell her name. i love her spec. SO COOL! SO STYLE!~ i shd take photo wif her some day sia..

hhaaz, have a lot of fun in this week. I monda dun go sch, went to visit the doctor coz my right ear ard 80% cant hear . it happened since last week. then the doctor say nid to "wash" my ear..then the end , i spent $73 on it. haiz..

tuesday had a lot of fun wif chrystal and rachel. hhaaz so long nv get so active in class le. We planned to go kbox at wednesday tgt. We have been too long nv go out tgt, they bz wif works and study, then me ..juz busy of works. hahaz..

wednesday, went to kbox aft school. We said we muz be high in kbox.. and rachel chrystal "ask" me to sing as least 10 songs. if nt i have to pay $5 for each of them. ahaah. the end we high-ed. we even dancing on the sofa wif the song "poker face". hhahaz

love u , rachel and chrystal. X) hahaz..

this few days , i feel so weird as i nv been lky that lky many months le. i oso duno how to explain the reason i say that. Juz that i cant stop thinking sth and it happened all the time. hhaz ..

sry, this is a ver short post becoz i almost 4gt a lot of thing.. actually shd said , i dun put my mind to rmb things happened this few days. I losting my mind, ppl!!

toda is my last day in SG Flyer be4 my olevel . It juz have many thing between friends and colluage over ther. I duno wat to say oso. I juz feel ver unusual as normal day. I keep having the "up" and "down" feeling in my heart... hahaz .. may be feel happy becoz i finally can have a nice weekend holida instead of working in SGFlyer and i can get rid of sth which trouble in my mind for lky a month+. Sad becoz i will nt seeing the SG flyer stuff for months time, even longer.. juz wait...

" ppl teach to be hide away from the fact where is deep inside ur heart, ur "feeling" juz make u do the wrong decision and think wrongly. We trained to hear wat we wan to , nt wat is the facts are. I juz trap inside wif the ppl who dont want to fact the facts and nt dare to say wat they wanna to say." i juz hate the thing i have done even in my life,

the most wrong decision is i CAME TO SINGAPORE. X/. if i nv come, i wont affect so many ppl's life and i can been happily staying in HK.

i count how many days i still have to study for olevel .. and the answer is 67 more days.. It mean my olevel will happen ard 2 months time and i nt yet prepare for it. We noe out chinese olevel result on wed, i gt a A1 for it.. all the student who went chinese in 4/10 got a1 for their chinese.. congrets to them too... x). Aft i noe my result, i report sick and go home during our recess time.

Then, i went to bank juz to get my atm card back. my card got "eaten" by the machine, and it cost me $5 for the replacement and i transfer the $$ for chalet in sep holiday to harry aft that. I juz cant w8 for the chalet to come and -----> TO rachel- rmb to go pub during sep holiday wif chrystal X) .... cant w8 the holiday to come.. X)

toda, i nv go sch as usual becoz ART. mother told me that teacher called her and asking abt y i dun show up in sch toda.. i tot mr khoo (my form teacher) noes that i wont show up every thursday becoz i dun wan to c the #@#%$#@ art teacher..=.="... chatted wif rachel at the nite, she told me wat mr khoo told her on wed aft i went home.. He is goin to force me and her to go sch everyday... haiz sian.. i c wat he's goin to say tmr .. i oso desided to find my maths teacher to arrange me that every thursday during art lesson , i will do my maths instead of fighting wif art teacher everyweek.. I 100% sure that i will fight wif my art teacher de sia, we nt happy wif each other, and she helps my classmate to do their art for olevel, it so damn unfair and F*** sia..

if the things dun turn wat i wan, to REGENT SECONDARY SCHOOL, LAM MING TAK WONT BE COMING SCHOOL EVERY THURSDAY AND PLZ STOP CALLING MY MOTHER ASKING ABT ME. X) watched district 9 toda, i can c it is more nicer then cloverfield lah but the story line abit nt my type lah. regret of watching it, i shd have watch UP or some other show... X/

this sunday my LAST day in flyer, i can c judi in the day . I have been lky long time nv c her. hahaz i shd have take photos wif her on sun, she treat me ver well lky a sister.. X) she rox. and i planning to ton aft sunday's work, shd I??? X)

this is a ver nice song, althought is kind of old song but still nice for meX)

i Heard it in the movie " He is just not that into u" X)

toda is a ver short day for me becoz i used almost the whole day to sleep in class!! 1st period which was PE, i slacked in the classroom , have fun chat wif joey, joanna and H2O.haahz then i started to sleep during my mt lesson to the end of result time.. Paid attention during math class aft recess..X) its is fun coz i can do my maths TYS. aft that i mostly slept until 1pm.. went to canteen wif rachel and chrystal. Ate our lunch tgt and have sometime on math TYS tgt.. then i went home..

had a great time in sleeping toda. I shd do it again sometime.. coz i 'm getting sick of school and it can make me spend the day more faster. X) chill~

so long nv update any pic le. hahaz i shd take pics when i gt the time.

i am so nt going sch on next monday. coz i planning to ton outside on sunday nite aft my work. and i planning to go pub/clubbing on the weekend nite too. I feel lky wanna go wild be4 sep. seriously i am so nt into study now... shd i go ton or clubbing on weekend?????

toda , i was suppose to PON my history pre-prelim paper de, meet rachel in the morning at cck us interchange and we reached sch at 8.25+.. I miscounted the timing for history, the end i seat for the history paper, but i juz did Q1 (a), (b), (c) onli and the paper is damn easy lah coz we gt do be4.. if lky that still pre-prelim for wat sia... then i can say i sure failing my BIO AND HISTORY pre-prelim paper le hhaaz. then during the 1st lesson of sch which is HISTORY. I slept for the whole lesson coz i am tired from work ytd. then had a MIX RICE during recess time and i drink 3 bottles of green tea the whole day. and i was abit angry of the chem teacher lah coz he spread out the class in 2 gps. 1 is the ppl who can do well and the other are ppl who dun can do well at all , i in gp 2 lah.. i prefer the gp 2 teacher more than gp1 teacher. i happy but i dun lky the way he say abt the gp onli.

aft sch, I had my eng oral and it is abt SHOPPING. i did ver badly in reading as usual lah.. but the pic and convent. part i felt i do better than in prelim eng oral. Hope i can get 30/40 for it and it will help me alot of passing my eng olevel..

I toked to joey and joanna during the break be4 oral and aft oral, credit to them make my day so fun and "high" . Love them , specially joanna "ghost FACES". hhaaz X) cheer up ppl..

16aug, is my ex bday. Sad that cant meet u toda coz of the work.. I will meet u some other day in next week to pass u the present.X)

On sat, went to take the emath stupid pre-prelim paper. It realli stupid as it makes me more stressful from sch and Study. I DUN WAN TO GO SC2H EVERYDAY. seriously, if can ar.. i will go drink everyday and try to end me life in the super happily way. I had tot of doin some stupid stuff sometime as i cant take more stress from the sch.. When i was doin the pre-prelim paper.. The paper is so hard that i have already lost ard 40/100 marks be4 i hand in the paper. do u think i can even pass the paper?? no way. And i juz getting more lazy to study all the olevel sub AND i am thinking to drop all my sub and u noe.. juz end my life in the way that it wont make any1 sad abt me.. may be juz kill all the ppl who cares abt me 1st be4 i die, so i will be the bad guy and ther was no people think abt me.X).

duno how to destress from my study and sch.. May be i do sth makes me happy. erm.......... badminton?! but all my bad-mates are preparing for olevel.... or... shd go clubbing but hm.........duno wat to do.. its better i shd nt come to singapore at the 1st place. I hate my parents brough me to here and hate ENG, hate SCH, HATE THE ART TEACHER, HATE EVERY1 IN THE WORLD WHO MADE ME SAD AND DEPRESS. #$%$%^%^& .

Tmr is my eng olevel oral. Wish me gd luck. I think even i have all the gd luck in the world, i still cant pass my eng oral , my olevel eng paper de. Thx god, i going to ITE, may be worst.. GO ST8 work aft olevel wif the score of 30+. X) . Juz wish me all the best aft MY olevel . I nid ur luck for my future, hope can have a ver smooth and good life even.

having fever this few days. I hate that coz it make crazy.

ytd,worked in sgflyer while i was having fever and bodyache. I have made a few mistakes during working. That y i dun lky fever, it can make ppl do the wrong thing and think the wrong way.. I dun eat much ytd, coz i feel lky vomiting the whole day and i went home half way sch...X/ missed my BIO, MATHz pre-prelim paper. Sian....

I was playing wif my dogs juz now.They are cute lah. hhaaz XD...

hahaz. still have lky 2 months to olevel. I felt so stressful of the thing inside of my mind. Ytd went to drink with wansia they all. This is the 1st time i felt so relaxing in my life this yr. I threw all the stuff right behind my head and i love this feeling. I was abit of drunk ytd, but i still can walk st8. THX GOD!.

I quarrel wif art teacher on last thursday again. erm.. i juz summory the whole thing lah...
at start, i keep attitude her outside the art room....
She " y u give me this kind of attitude?"
me " coz u always shoot me in every art lesson"
then fight fight fight...
she " i tot u were different from the guys inside the class, ur attitude was so gd last yr. And i tot u can score well in art. U can draw compare wif some ppl inside........I was so disappointed on u. "
when i heard i felt nth in my mind.....=.=
then juz fight awhile , she give me the feeling of crying.. i felt abit bad of doin this. ya....

this is 1 of thing in my mind.. I duno wat shd do and wat i shd react. i have heard many different kind of suggestion but I JUZ DUNO WAT I SHD DO. Ther are too many things in my head and i so regret of wat i did to some ppl........

I am watching HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 when i taking my rest from ytd at home. It was my 10+ times watching it.It realli cool and nice. "YUMMY". ya hahaz..i goin rest now. cya~~

ytd, i dun went sch due to my back pain. It juz happened on monday afternoon and i think becoz of the position i sit on monday ba.. if nt may be is becoz i stand too long on sunday and sat?? hahaz. nvm rested a day and it oso give me time to relax myself.I felt i ver stress of the Pre-prelim test, when other sch dun have this thing at all but coz our MS LOW, it made the teachers and students to stresst of the test lah... then oso becoz i getting my chinese olevel result on next wednesday.Honestly, i preparing to go for the 2nd test of chinese olevel at the end of the yr. I felt i dun do ver well on my paper.X( . And it makes me to rmb that my ex promised me to study tgt for my olevel and take flyer wif me, but then the end the promises gone becoz of the break up during march holiday.............. feeling abit of stupid of doin that lah. but it was damn long time ago. so JUZ FORGET IT.

toda, i went to school , nth much happened. A another boring day in sch. I dun feel lky goin school anymore sia. It too stresstful and stupid lah. I dun have much mood to study and i have been forcing myself to study everyday. it makes me more stresstful. And i gt so many things in my minds now, and i duno find who to tok to. It abt sth happened in march lah. i think ppl will noe , if u are close wif me. Tonitez, went to library study wif Pinxiu, hahaz.. keep disturb me in the mac when we were having our dinner..X) i am working tmr in Singapore flyer aft my sch.. going to have fun at ther. And fri is NDP celebration. It looks bored and lolz to me coz my sch always have the same performance every year and i planning nt goin to sch becoz i am nt feeling to cele NPD in sch. I prefer watching fire work at the city hall lah... lolzX)

A song from marley and me. The last part aft marley dead.

toda, cme lesson. Teacher have say sth from the CME file. It abt starfish..

Ther was a old man walking on the beach, and he saw a ver young boy throw starfish to the sea. So, the old man ask the boy "wat are u doing now". The young boy reply" I am throwing the starfish back to the sea coz they are dying under the sea". The old felt thing that the young boy was doin, it ver useless so he told the boy" there are thousand and thousand of starfish are dying all over the world. It did not have any changes of wat u are doing now." The boy answered, " as least i make a change to those starfishes in their life."

this story is so meanful that i already have forgotten of wat i wanna be. In the world , there are thousand , even ten thousand of dogs in the world. If 40% of the dogs were stray dog. U can count that how many dogs were homeless and loveless. They are borned to be love from the human or as least from having a life. This makes me wanna become a VET and i wanna to have my own dogs & cats farm. So i can provide the stray a better home and at least get love in their whole life.. as the story i tokin abt starfish, I wanna be the young boy, make something different in others' life. I have 4 dogs in hk last time. I have to send them to the dog farm becoz i went here to study. I still rmb of their faces and the time i was playing wif them. They have different character, the oldest dog is ver guai and mature. She can behave ver well in my hse even infront of strangers. the 2nd 1 , she can scared of anything! even she scared to walk out of my hse. She was the replacement of my 1st dog even appear in my life. The dog's name is "Boddy" i spell correct??? he was a ver naughty dog and he get jealous easily when my father played wif me. He is my childhood buddy. He came to our family when i was 4 or 5 yrs old. He realli behave lky a child, jumpin ard the hse running ard . Our family have a nice time wif him tgt for 5-6 yrs. He died in a accident. I still rmb when i heard the news of he dying in the accident, i cried.This was the 1st time i cried for dog and this also the 1st time i lost a ver close buddy in my life. Let's go back to the 3rd dog, She was super naughty and playful. She lky to bite things and u can ask her to run and jump the whole day but she wont even get tired.. In the daily life, u can imaging that ther are 3dogs in the hse , 1 ver guai and the other was hiding somewher afraid of sth happen to her and the last 1 was running ard and playing a fool wif the balls. hhaahhaz (miss them)..

7-8 yrs over, i think they are all dead...... In total of my 19 yrs lifes, I had lost 4 of my super close buddy in hk and 1 in singapore. Dun ask me abt the 1 in singaporea, i dun wan to tok abt it at all. It was damn sad lah. For ppl who noe me ver well, i still have 2 dogs in my hse now. "Ah boi" & "ah girl". i found them at the stresss where near my hse in bukit panjang last time. They all have the same character as my previous dogs. I LOVE THEM. when i typing this post, they are sleeping beside me on my bed. ahahz they are too sweet , they always w8 for me at the dinning room for me to reach home. Ah girl even cant sleep well when i went to prefect camp and nt coming home at nite. X) they are realli ver sweet to me. When i sad, they will pei me tgt emo. They love to eat wat i eating, specially mac!! hhhaazzz

ytd(SUNDAY), worked full shift in Singapore Flyer. I felt very high in the morning and i duno y oso. Juz keep joking and making a fool in the Singapore Flyer during work. I almost falled down twice?! ytd. 1st time becoz of the chair and 2nd time was the time i walking toward to releas sth in the toilet. hahahzX) my hair look suck at all toda and i had been go to toilet and re-style it. X/. toda is a sad day, coz i gt 2 colluage last day working in Flyer hahaaz. X) ya ther are goin to lky start UNI soon so ya..X) hehe duno wat to post oso.. hhahaz may be posting in the afternoon aft my sch ltr..X)

Toda, Chun Yan called me twice. I dun pick up the 1st time becoz i was sleeping lah... She called me at 7.30!!!!! of coz, i was sleeping then i picked up the 2nd call at 9.40+?!. She asked me to work at butterfly park toda becoz she nid 1 more ppl to work and she dun have ppl to ask le so called me And i felt it was ok to work at ther so i agreed. She asked me to reach ard 12, but the end i was late abt 15mins. hahaazX)

Toda, the time pissed ver fast comparing to the last time may be toda more ppl than i went to last time. I have take alot pics and it was fun to work ther haahz. Keep gt 1 parrot fly to my should de leh.. I always felt is the same 1 coz the feeling it gave to me. X) MISSING HER LAH. MY BABEX). below gt few pics i took wif my bebe!X). I will go back visit her sometime but duno she will still rmb me or nt..X(... work work work until ard 6.30. I went to sky tower meet Xavier, he is working at the sky tower lah.. juz sth happened duno y i felt ver tired and down?! went to causeway aft that meet my sister eat and do some shopping..actually juz bought 2 comic bks lah.. hahahaz

tmr working in flyer full shift, muz rest early toda.. hahaz bye~~~

toda realli piss off wif sth happened since ver long time. And i am nt the 1 who bring it up again. I oso kena blame for the things happened on that day. I am nt the 1 who shd been blamed on, I am nt the 1 who lie to their friends and telling them i am nt wif the "friends",ok!!!! is u lah, and the reason y we calling U few times becoz we noe u r lier! and we juz wanna find out the truth. Then i nv tell those other ppl abt it. I onli tell those friends who ver close wif me, and stop being a childish and no brain person, duel things in a mature way lah..


IS OVER MEAN IS OVER. I WONT TOK TO U , U DUN TOK TO ME. ok!! AND DUN TELLING PPL I AM THE 1 WHO SHOULD BLAMED ON BECOZ I NV LIES TO FRIENDS FOR GIRLS!

hahaz wow this is the 20th post i even have in my last 3-4 blogs... hahaz
toda, nv go sch, went to jurong point wif rachel and Chrystal... We spent lky $15? on our lunch in jurong point. We lky walking ard in JP for lky 3-4 hrs doin nth hahaz.. I bought a new wallet toda and it is so damn nice lah!!! haahz duno wat to post oso.. juz have a lot of fun during the 3.30-7.30?? haahz

my new wallet!!

nice???XP

the ice cream we ate tgt in jurong point!

this was wat i have juz nw!! YUMMY!

wann learn dance aft olevel. I Realli cant w8 to have lesson in oschool every week. And it also at city hall, so may be i can work aft dance or dance aft work every week!!! is cool think i will ton every nite if i can. Ver stressful leh olevel, although i dun nid do art le..but SCI it bring me alot of difficult of it.. I oso muz take care of my BACK now, I dun wan hurt my back evenagain!!!

toda realli nth much happened. Jus surprizing that some friends of mine have asked me a VER WEIRD QUESTION. haahz and i sleep during lit lesson which is lky my 1st time slept for lky 30mins without teacher notices. X) then is fun lah during CCT. Mr khoo is making a BBQ for our class to take photos and kept his promise from last yr. But i sure wont go the class outing, ppl! I prefer putting time in study/work more than BQQ. Somemore is nt in east coast park..wth lah. But even is at east coast park, i oso may nt be goin(so lazy to go).Then i go home sleep the whole afternoon becoz too tired of the sch toda.. AND TMR 3 PERIOR OF ART...PEOPLE, Let's have fun tgt X)

this part is sth abt how they cele christmas tgt wif their loves one and some cele. alone. This is the most suitable song to suit in this Part.... can you imagine, you just break up with your bf or gf before Christmas or new year, you feel the world is abandon you.... the song is coing out... HOW SAD!!!! And this part of the movie "sex and the city". I felt this part realli ver touching and this remain me of my ex. The 1st m18 movie watched wif my ex.... X)

this 2 days, the sch sell chocolates in the canteen and it ver attractive becoz many many ppl love chocolates! Me too, so i bought some chocolate to eat during pe lesson. hahaz Slacked the whole pe lesson juz becoz i too lazy to moved. After that, have a great time in classroom wif rachel, chrystal they all. joked all and i finally noe how is the "BLACK" magic works. hahahaz thx god.

X)

toda morning work in flyer and it was so COOL~ coz juz dun shown up many people in flyer. And juz keep doin the same things in flyer and i DID say "helo" to Lincoln as he said i was SO UNFRIENDLY... aft work go far east get the shirt my sister wan but sad it out of stock.. hahaz ready to get scolding.. XP. duno wat to post le.. so ya ~ cya

toda i change the blog skins and it wasnt ver well done. I will development more in future but juz lky this for now X).

I went to watch movie wif farah and ernest toda at causeway point. I was late for meeting time and both of them keep shooting me becoz i am the nearest and i still can late for 15mins. X). aiya i nid to go buy contact lens ma so ya... Aft the "shooting" section, we ahead to cinema and when we Q up for the thicket, gt 1 aunty ver irrtating. She spent lky 10mins+ to order the popcon+drink and she keep asking the prize for that and that...=.= aft finally get our thicket and we went to eat our lunch ard 4.45? We have been rushing all the way lah from eating and movie hahaaz. (Pure singaporean). We watched harry potter, and this is the 2nd time i watch it. I almost fall asleep in the cinema coz it was damn bored and NT nice.. aft the movie we break up and went home...

Toda was so BORING. Coz i watched transformer again aft i reached home and this is the 14th times i watch it?? or 15th?? aiya nvm lah.. erm.. tmr morning working in flyer and i muz be ver friendly tmr X)

this few days i have been spending time on my art, works and studys. Day after day, i onli leave 2month+ to my olevel and i can say i already prepare to get a fail of my olevel coz of my sci and damn eng. I juz found out that i spent lky 3months to do my art and the end i threw all my art drawing in the rubbish bin and at the result i have waste the damn "earth" time to do art. DAMN IT!

ytd, i was ver bad mood coz of the art. I almost quarrel wif her juz becoz she keep shooting me wif her bullets. I cant take it so i say back to her.

following were wat we tok to each other ytd.

the starting is abt she keeping our art works in sch then everytime we wanna do our art muz stay at sch lah sth lky this...

then.......

i said " then nt fair to every1 who wanna do their art wat"

she " nt fair, u all also nv fair to me. C how u all seem ur art important. if ver important, u will ask come ask me abt ur art instead of pon lesson or chat chat in the art room. And u(me) said wanna do painting , u dun even show me ur art drawings, c ur attitude towards art lah"

{sth lky this}

then i dun tok awhile. I turn to my friend and joke wif them. actually nth wil happened but..
she said" nt happy say out lah"

this made me damn pissed off lah.. I used a ver attitude tones to reply her
" no, i feel ver happy" then i laugh.
then she again shoot me abt my paiinting things..i dun care her juz turning my head ard and f*** care her.

then she said, "ming tak i hate the way u tok to me. ur Eyes stare at me ar. If i am nt teacher, i already slap u le. The way u tok is damn @@$#@#@@#@".

when this point of time, i was damn happy in the heart. As least she felt pissed off of my attitude and this is wat i hoping for. X) aft this , juz threw my art drawing infront of her and go joke wif my classmates all. Feeling great and relax coz i no nid spend time doin art anymore.

Aft sch , went to work. And have a fun time chatting wif wansai and judi. ytd gt a new part timer, i found out she and me was the same secondary and we taking olevel this yr tgt. x) ahaahz ytd nitez was a bz and weird nite. There were lky 8+ no ppl at all..then suddenly 9+ whole gp of ppl came out. and it happened in 8+, 9+, and 10+. And i sale alone(some time judi gt help me).So tired lah and aft reach home from work, i still nid to finish my math hw and the history powerpoint thing(pics+research) and some study. I slept at 3+am ytd.

then toda damn sick lah. so went home aft eng. Resting in process now. X) working ltr....

hhaaz juz read sth and it makes me wanna type sth out from my mind.

2009, it is the long yr to me. I have been through a lot things in this yr. Broken up wif my ex .i loved my ex alot and we had been tgt lky 10months. It was the best LTR i even have althrough i onli have lky 2 stead in my life. Althrough my ex sometimes have made me sad and angry becoz my ex treat me ver badly at the start of beginning yr. and i dun mind, I realli falled in deep love wif my ex but juz duno lah. We broken up at march holida, that time i was at my friend hse don. And my ex on9 at the morning and we tok abt the past of our relationship. I juz knew that we have been through alot time tgt and ya.. i had been ver down and sad at the following months until sth happened which i dun noe it will happened in my life... and i dun wan tok abt it. I juz feeling ver weird lah.. coz i used to go out tgt wif my ex every week and lky nw working+olevel. It made me felt ver stress lah. coz i keep thinking ver nagative abt my score cant support me to go in the courses i wan. I abit regret of wat had happened in my march holiday lah.

duno wat to post . Realli nth much happened and nth wanna say....

tmr i 'm goin to have 3 period of arts. And if the teacher make me felt ver pissed off . i wont do art any more lah.. realli!! And happy chatting wif FARAHs and freinds allX).

I FELT SO LAZY THIS FEW DAYS!~

toda back to school again. New time table is up and 1st lesson was HISTORY. SO DAMN BORED LAH. Lucky i abit high toda so keep joking wif friends and friends. Playing a fool wif carlo and rachel during maths lesson. Rachel and I forcing carlo to love 1 of us.. And the conversation was damn funny!! hahaz Then have some photo taking section during bio and maths lesson wif rachel and chris. X). aft sch walked to woodland rd take bus home . while i was waiting for bus to come, saw FARAH! and have joke a few mins tgt in the bus stop hahaz toda is a ver fun day and i juz have throw my art aside and taking some break. REALLI PISSED OF DOIN ART LAH!
TO everyone!!! I have a ver friendly face and i am a kind and friendly person.X)

toda i juz felt ther are more and more ppl getting into relationship.And i wonder y they wanna get in those Bf/Gf things. Aft i broke wif my ex in march, i dun believe much in relationship and I felt sometime alone will be better than wif many ppl. (I'M NOT EMO-ING NOW!!). May be i still cant find the rite 1 for myself or may be i no faith in relationship. And being to have A RELATIONSHIP.. u will nid some responsibility for the relationship and once u break in the end. always happened that ppl will start crying ar.. or may be go flirt around and trying to have a new relationship......ONCE u fall in RELATIONSHIP. its mean that u r in risk nw as in u nid to pay for the heart and love to be wif some1 u love and it will take forever ,forever.... this is wat i cant do right now and i stil cant find my rite 1 so ya.. hahahaz~ (JUZ TOKING ABT RUBBISH)

toda i worked in flyer at 9-4pm stift. be4 i waking up at 7am in this morning.. I watched HARRY POTTER juz rite 4hr ago.. And i can say the show is worth to pay for the movie thicket but nt more than once, becoz it is bored and bored. I falled asleep during the middle part of the movie...=.=.. Juz spent 2.5 hr to watch the movie and another 30min to reach home from causeway and i ver BAD LUCK. met a group of ppl that i dont wanna meet in woodland and they were juz sit rite infront of me!! WTH lah. nvm lucky toda i work ver fun and happy. X) i was "sale" actually and last min changed to "photographer" becoz 1 of the photographer dun come toda. And it make a great time for me to relax myself from the stress ( study & art). I took a lot pic during the 7 hrs and i am goin to post some that are nice to view XD. I stayed at ther aft 4 -6. I helped angle they all to sale the photos. And i love doin that now and i duno y osoX). And aft that went to city hall met a friend of mine to have a quick dinner tgt.X)

hahaz.. ok i nid to go back study le. so c yaX) and to those reading my blog.. if u noe me plz drop me ur link so my blog wont so empty in the link sectionX). thX! and plz understand that my eng is damn s**k lah so the posts are many many many mistake , PLZ FORGIVE ME!!!

My favorites : Green teaX)

try a new effect...

is iz worked?

The smeil of the day X)

CHEER>!!



old kind effect..

old kind effect too!!

TAKEN WIF MY HANDPHONE

----> LG KC910

spent the friday nite in flyer. Working lky 4-11pm. It wasnt bored at all. Coz angle came at 6pm and we chat a lot stuff together. Ydt DM was AL. He taught me something abt sales lah. I felt some of the point ver gd but some was knew since last time in Jurong bird park.. hahahz oso duno wat to post lah.. tmr working in flyer in the morning. Hope tmr nt much ppl in the dayx) ya.. and I gt my 1st pay in this yr.... total is $273? ya yeah!!!

i look fat in the pic.

my piece of art....X)

smelly burger hahahaz

I have been bz wif my sch works since last week. "o" level is getting nearer and i havnt nt prepare well for it. I felt ver stressful on my sci and eng sia. If result came out , i gt FAIL for both subject.. wow i think i can die le. No hope for goin NP vet course le. I realli hope can go in the course lah. When the NP tok on last Wednesday, the who said gt a NEW vet course next yr. I see a hope in me becoz ther is more chances for me to get in a VET course when the TP onli take in 50 student out of the whole singapore sec4s exp student which is lky 10000+? 20000+?.

At the same time, i hated art teacher more and more. She realli so damn "good attitude" lor. I dun wan to bring my art to sch she juz keep shooting me lah. then last thursday , i nv go sch coz i sick ma .. She ver ver nice de tell the class that "WOW, MINGTAK(me) NOT COMING ANYMORE AR". realli hate her lah!! She think we all do paper cut can realli score well sia.. haiz..

last Saturday, i finally bought my NEWURBANMALE singlet! I bought it at a 20% discount so it cost me $55+. I felt is worth it coz it is nice to wear and i juz lky their singlet that much lah. And I bought is ver old design but i still love it a lot. X) It makes my day bright...

then sunday i was actually work 9am-4pm de. then juz some accident happened and it makes me to work until 11pm. Is ok for me coz i can earn more $ for my tawian trip at the end of year. I cant wait for olevel to finish and go tawian wif my family. I remember the last time we realli take fly was that time i went to Singapore to study, lky 7-8 yrs ago? I wanna to invite my dad too. I know he has been missing us a lot and i wanna buy him a new handphone as my information he is still using those super old hp which is nt colour screen and i can make some photo of me and my sister in the hp so he can c us when he free or sth?! heeh X) wat a nice son i am!!!

wanted to upload some pics de but juz nid to get back to my SS study may be tmr or saturday ba?? ya X)

It is 4.45am in the tuesday morning. Wonder y i post at this time? becoz i was choing-ing my art since 8pm until now. I havee draw 20 observ. but i throw 2 becoz is too UGLY! I am resting now and have to pack my bag for 2hr ltr.. becoz i still nid to GO SCHOOL! Hope ltr I STILL GT ENERGY TO DO MY PE AND 2 LESSON OF ENGLISH!

4hrs ago which mon, i went out wif farah they all. Actually wanted to watch drag me to hell in west mall but duno wat had happened?! The cinema juz happened to have LONG Q. and we dun want to w8 for it so went to some wher else hahaz. We took 20 mins mrt to toing barub, we went to walk ard in the shopping mall. And i so damn stupid 4gt to take photo wif them...WTH. Aft that, Farah went to town meet her sister.. hahaaz And the 2 of us.. went to watch transformer 2 again!

Sunday, went to work in sentosa Butterfly park. It is the longest time i felt in sentosa becoz it was bored and hot?! I met my sister friend at vivo city 1st then meet chun yan(the incharge of ther). Aft lky 5mins walk+train. We reach butterfly park. It look ver new to me outside but inside is different. The place is called as "butterfly park & insects kindom"?! but ther are birds inside and the garden looked lky a bird park to me. The different juz that ther are more & more things flying ard u, butterflys and birds. And 1 thing, the place is kind of smelly ther. ><>

thur, realli nt happy wif the things happened in art room. I dun realli care abt art now. Becoz i am sick and tired doin the paper cut and , think abt it wasted so many time on the paper cut and the end u getting a C5 or better B4 back when my lit can get a B when i dun nid to waste so many time on. IT IS NT REALLY WORTH IT!!

then frida is most funny part. BECOZ I AM DOIN ART! hahaaz.. lolz. i was sitting at the back when some1 is ard me and i dun lky the person? Is so lolz to happen sth lky this. I do agree of some1 said to me. EVERY HUMAN HAVE 2 FACES. 1 is the face that act ver nice ar, friendly to u , the other 1 is sth true becoz ppl are always act ver friendly infront of u, which i dun lky! I hate friends that lie to me. And i was happy becoz ther are many many ppl that felt the same way as me!X) thx, PPL!

toda spent the whole day doin art. Still doin the 15 pic development. I lky my development for my guitar, flower and the creative mp3 hahaz. It looks relaxing to me. Btw, i am changing my topic for art which mean the paper cut can so call"rubbish" for olevel. And i choing to finish by this week. So i can show teacher sth that can make her dun felt stupid abt me. oh,ya toda went to causeway to eat pizza hut..X)

today is the 3rd day aft sch reopen. I still damn no mood of study now and my chinese oral is tmr le. It lky so fast O.o!

toda went to west mall aft sch wif lili, vivian, peishun, rachel and chris! I and chris bought the same shoes tgt (same size oso) but different in colour. My is black wif purple, her is white wif brown. then we eat kfc in west mall. duno why rachel start the company things ar...

The end tok until i gt $100 pay per month, and i will be incharge of the car park.. hahaz so sad, still nid to pay for my parking fee and paper fee.. sad..

Aft that , rach and chris go home by bus and the others take mrt home. i went to gym aft this. hahaz then walk home and collect my new spec. It look so ugly when i wear it.. i duno y i buy this 1 sia... omg!!

hahz, toda nt feeling well. Having a running nose nw hope is nt H1N1.

last weekend work in flyer. I worked morning in both days. So tired sia!

ytd sch reopen . It is lky so fun!! becoz is fun?lolz. I still in holiday mood now ,so i dun feel lky doin and studying any work now.. wow. And i felt it lky so rush for my art lah. The submit date is in sep, but teacher wanna us to pass up tmr. !!!! so rush sia, duno y oso. Hope tmr teacher extend the submit date lor. If nt i wont be doin art in this yr for olevel.

here some pic i take during work.!

i am flu-free!!!!

It is nice, but sad is nt for sell!!

hhi, toda created this blog. erm..hope this least long. Went to tuition toda. It was bored and cold?then slack wif friends in lot1... nth much to write toda. later goin to watch movie "transformer2" so excited sia.. X)

** no mood to edit my blog.. erm it will be done in 2days time??!!

tmr morning is working in flyer..X) hahaz